Well my life has about fallen apart, but i think it might be a good thing.

Me and Sanu are several thousand dollars in debt and I havent slept well in the last few weeks, Last night Sanu emailed my mother to tell he everything, and I thank her for it, but that might mean me and rachael separating for a while, WE ae still in love and I will go see her every chance i get, but I will most likely withdrawl from college for a semester and move in with my dad while rachael goes back to Ohio and live with her grandparents, and we try living together again next fall.

I really hate being apart from her and Wish I hadnt made all the mistakes I made so we wouldnt have to be apart.